GOOD MORNING!

Wanted to do a proper blog post but shocked to realize it's 3:24am now! Have exactly no idea what I've been doing for the past few hours..
It's WEEKENDS already!!!

The spirit.

Down with fever since Saturday noon. I am all fine with teary eyes and aching muscles but the one which i cannot tolerate is the constant dizziness and bad headache which makes me nausea throughout the day. Spent most of the day in bed. I did get up for an hour or so to read the textbook but guess i wasn't feeling too okay to absorb a single thing (which explains why i have to re-read the chapter a while ago)

Perhaps because i am sick, i keep having negative thoughts. It dampens my motivation a lot. By a lot, i mean, really so much that at certain points, i wanted to give up. I wanted to just let the paper flunk, giving myself reasonable excuses to support my action. 

Then, i remembered how i used to work and study at the same time. There's once i did my assignment till 5am and slept for 2 hours and rush off to work. Was so tired, i broke down and cried, but never once did i give up. It was just months ago, why cannot i do the same for now?

Since i am sick, i will be giving myself a break for tonight. Will continue to work hard tomorrow when i am feeling better. I shall not give up.

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Yea or nay for all you want, i'll be sitting for the M5 paper in two weeks time. It obviously have nothing to do with what i have studied nor interest. But it's because of something so powerful that i have to give it my full attention.

Been a week (or two) since i got hold of the textbook, yet i barely make it to half of chapter 2. Z monster and laziness have been my best pal for the past week(s). My eye lids weighs a ton after work every day and i cannot stop longing for my bed. It's not even easy for me to drag myself in and out of the bathroom and making my mouth chew during dinner. Reminds me, I HAVE NOT BEEN HAVING A PROPER DOSE OF COFFEE FOR A VERY LONG TIME!

Trying to be at least hardworking, i completed the notes for Chapter 1 but when i come to the next chapter, Stoner wasn't being too cooperative. The usually-sleeping-soundly-super-messy-fur-ball woke up at the wrong timing. He's being very hardworking too, doing his best to flip the food bowl over which creates noise pollution. I cant make him stop. So i stopped. Accommodating each other.

Now that i do not have the determination to carry on what i was doing a while ago, i decided to post some nonsense here and hoping the irritating ulcers will go away. It's like a good food barrier which controls my diet. All i can have right now is erm.. water. yea. Mostly because there's nothing to munch. BUT BUT BUT!! i did not get to enjoy my honey stars just now. Every bite is an agony! 

and something random

I HAVE COLLECTED THE FULL SET OF MCDONALD'S HELLO KITTY!!! :D 

Which means, no more queuing at mac during lunch!

Actually, there is something else which i wanted to blog about. Condemned. Anyway, whatever i say will not change the fact. UGH! 12:34am. I am going to sleep. Nights.

Fairytale

Caught Kristen Steward's Snow White and the Huntsman few hours ago. Just the way i like it to be. Nothing too girly to begin with. It got me thinking, somehow.


That shall be for my dream tonight. my thoughts, i meant.


and.. this is nothing related.