there ain't no Fairytale.

Trying to calm myself down while recalling what ive typed previously. The long post and photos were gone cz' blogger hanged on me a while ago. Pfftt!

Went to granny lim's birthday celebration. Buffet catering was good, there's choices of dim sum & sushi. Simply love the siew mai, youtiao and of cz' granny's kopi. Upz! Oh! I found my baby photo on granny's wardrobe! Everyone took turn to look for theirs as well. Lol!
Late evening, went visiting at Sgh then to balestier for duper nice fish head steamboat. Gawd still feeing heavy from all that ive ate today.

Last sat I DIY some nail arts and guess what, one of the nail broke just now while I was trying to pick up my phone! Eff lah! Looked so "handicapped" now. Fugly! UGH!

Stats paper's jz round the corner. Didn't revise at all. Am so dead! Should really force myself to attend tmr's last stats lesson even if im gna be held back at wrk. Doubt Friday's leave will do any good... -.-

Randomly, I miss my super long hair! Regret cutting it cz of someone! Will nvr do that ever agn! Awwww... Grow hair please, grow!

Been raining the whole day. Gd weather to sleep. Nights all! (:

And today, im officially missing you..

Almost 3. Just came home from movie. Caught Paranormal Activity, seriously a show to be downloaded online only. Smuggled Starbucks coffee into the theatre maybe that's why i didn't doze off. But the part where the kitchen goes empty, it's freaking funny. Haha!
Spent the whole afternoon in class building castles in the air then pop by OC to meet SiuLing. Actually i've sum up my day with photos.

Wna camwhore but the guy totally ignored me *pouts*

i wonder.. ♥ no more(?)

Adrenaline Failed.

Reached home not long ago. Everything just happened within that split second. Until now i have no idea on what exactly went wrong.

Though it's just a minor accident it caused my back and shoulder to have bad abrasion. Avatar night became a stay-at-home. My back hurts badly, wonder how to sleep later ): On a lighter note, glad that im home safely and i have stats assignment to do. Class tomorrow, guess i'll be in tee and shorts to cover up the wounds.

Wasn't a smooth sailing day at work either. Someone played me off and caused me to be real mad. Scolding vulgarities throughout the second half of the day. Haha! image totally gone but who cares, im pissed ttm.

Have i told you guys that im a super cam-whorer? So here goes my solo.. if you cannot stand looking at my face, please don't bother to scroll down HAHA!

Faking a nerd.

Shall move on to my assignment in a while. If not guess they'll kill me tomorrow.
Alright i am hungry now but reluctant to move. Pain ok. BYE!

Still.Be.Around.

I can be your superhero baby, the one that's gonna save you if you're in danger,
You know who to call, whenever you fall,
I'll be there to catch you, and come to your rescue..

#abuse-replay

Got a little taken aback by bro's comment yesterday before class. He made a valid point that all these jealousy might lead to unwanted endings. Everything should remain positive and happy, irregardless of his final decision. Though still hurt but points taken.

Believed that i can handle myself, and i sure did. There's different perspective to things, for that moment, i chosen the worse. There's more of these in life to come, all i need is just the best solution at the most suitable moment to tide it over. I buried myself in work, too much, almost got BURIED ALIVE but i managed to clear all the important reports and tasks. Not bad leh~ haha. Though from time to time i cannot help but to check twitter and fb.. oh well.

Yesterday's stats class was a disaster. Have never in my life feel so lost that i cannot stop laughing. First there's Z N P X and there's something called T? seriously what's wrong with the person that came out with all these illogical theories and crazy alphanumeric equations. Lame shit! Now we're stuck with the assignment.

Seafood dinner on Monday (or was it Sunday?) happily clearing every piece of chili crayfish, prawns and calamaris on my plate. I regret now. Rash hit me like tsunami, most of the areas covered. Legs, back and worse, my face! Concealer cant even cover the discoloration caused by the rash. The bumps and flakes make my cheeks so uneven, i think if ants were to walk on my face, it will trip and fall. FARK LOH!

Due to this, i didn't wear makeup in the early morning, only apply BB cream and slap on some loose powder when i reach office. Sob Sob.. Depressing as it sounds, i wna hide at home or should i just find a hole and jump in?

Gastric acting up again. Unbearable. Time for 不速之約 heh. Before i end, pic of today. Good night all!

我天真的以为..

我以為我夠堅強, 卻輸得那麼絕望.
少給我一點希望, 希望就不是奢望...

Glad to have someone whom knows and be there to listen. At least for that few hours, i knew that i am not alone. Headed AMK for dinner with bro. We had our fair share of serious conversation as well as taking crap photos when all the shops are closed. Bro, thanks for being there(:

He simply love the plant therefore we're snapping pictures with it. We blend well..

Super candid. Me digging his nose with my twist.

There's so many things running through my mind now. Usually i will feel extremely sleepy to even think about it yet im having insomnia today. Trying to get real busy with twitter, games and even dramas but it just couldn't beat the heartache. To be frank, im not even in the game yet why am i feeling all these unnecessary pain. Holding back my tears. I wanted to let go, but i know i will not do so. Hated this year but im so afraid that everything will halt when it comes to the end. Will he ever know...?

Probabilities

Just reality that I'm facing. Never mine, will never happen. Cried so hard till I lost my voice. Will it ever bring you to me? Guess not, that's what I've realized.

Miss me, anyone? (:

Finally I'm back to clear the web off this blog. Didn't mean to neglect it though.

Caught Real Steel with Jake on Friday night. An awesome movie with nice storyline. Best of all, I received my prezzies from HK!

The HelloKitty case is LOVE!

Other than that shall let photos & captions do the talking..

After OT on a Friday night.

Nephew's 1st month

Boiler with best friends.

SinRakThai with Korkor, da-sao & Jake

Am refraining myself from clubbing till exam's over. Dear friends, for tonight please don't spam me with those tempting texts alright. Aww~ I miss Avatar hur hur.
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