What a Christmas

Guess it's the first year i did not celebrate. was home the entire 3 days. started by watching dramas and i slept through christmas itself. think i napped a little too long in addition to the super nice hot tea, i am having insomnia. out of boredom, did some minor changes to my blog and what makes me happy is i finally managed to link instagram to facebook, twitter and also flickr which is linked to this blog as well. on-the-spot photos can now be seen on my blog. something like instant update. great isnt it. haha!

Been hooked to some car racing game on iPhone. Asphalt6. alright i am just looking for things to do.

4.30am. should i order mac breakfast? hmmm...

Signing out from iPhone.

If only, but still..

Breaking Dawn was AWESOME! cant wait for part2. the melody to Flightless Bird, American Mouth is still in my head.
Drinking Forest Berry tea while typing this post, my eyes are about to close. Tired, but i had a fantastic Friday night. Everything is simply good. Happy. to sum it.
Dinner at Grandma's after movie. Many inside jokes. everything with the "老", "worth it or not" and "climb out from the window" conversation can literally cause indigestion.
That explained our last stop at NTUC. OH! They have the SELF Check-out station where customers queue, scan, pack and do the cashier job by themselves. Was really FUN. Reminds me of the Sec4 sch holidays where hui, ervi and i did part-time cashiering at NTUC serangoon. *the good old day~*
AND... i bought masks again. finally got the HelloKitty mask which was out of stock at most areas. My cosmetic shelf is fully packed now. Have to refrain from buying.

It's effing 3.30am now. still stuck at memorizing which account title for which worksheet. Strong feeling i will flunk this. Guess i will just head to bed and set my alarm at 10am to wake up for exam revision. 16 hours to my paper. WTF can.

KTHXBAI.

Missing you..

I trimmed my own bangs for the very first time. HAHA!
cuz' was home mugging for tomorrow's paper and the side-swept fringe irritated me. Not too bad i guess. OH and the lighting in my room, love it to bit. The reflected light makes my nose look so sharp like a chio-for-that-instance-only.

Days ago i had so many things to update but i didnt have the time to do so, yet now when im here, mind's totally blank and i seriously have nothing else to blog.
Alright im gonna prepare to head out. Watching Breaking Dawn, like finally, YAY!

Be back soon(:

just, imyp.

就因为..

期待着,一次又一次的失望.

那个他,你好吗?过得开心吗?

请你不要放弃那努力这么久的今天..



我好累,睡了.

I'm far too tired to fall asleep.

I must be insane. It's 5am, just completed 100 pages off my novel and now typing away on my phone instead of sleeping. Alarm will ring in another 6 hours for school. It's either I'll snooze and be late or skip, as usual. Haha.

It has been an exceptionally long week with recurring urgent matters at work and dealing with e' more-than-just-complicated accounting module in school. Talking about which, e' assignment submission is just a week away. *roll eyes*
Humpty dumpty had a great fall. Can bend forward but not turn thus ladies' night was spent with bao at Paulaner's with him buying me beer and chatting e' night away. But can you imagine e' annoyance where you cannot club yet Avatar is just visibly across e' road, diagonally from Paulaner's. To top it up, bao keep going on and on with his irritating little comments and time to time's temptation like "if you can club now, I'll definitely go with you!" Speaking of which, just realized I missed the JELLO POP event at Avatar which was happening hours ago as i happily thought e' events' on e' 19th. Sian ttm! UGH whatever!

Oh Fish was being a dear at work sharing her duper nice Godiva and AnthonBerg chocolates. Cranberyraz is YUMS! Guess I'll buy e' next time I visit 'there' heh heh.

Cold morning. Sinus. -.- I'm hungry. Wonder if anyone is still up for Mac's breakie. Shall whatsapp / tweet and see who replies. Stopping here abruptly. kthxbai.

♥

o5nov11 Avatar Night

i got a hangover, wo-oh!
i’ve been drinking too much for sure
i got a hangover, wo-oh!
i got an empty cup, pour me some more

Long weekend. Lazy me watching drama till im bored ttm. So decided i should update.
What im experiencing right now, i think is e' so-called hangover. e' back of me head hurts so badly and i felt as if my fats have been transferred to my head. Its like so heavy now..

My two weeks are insanely busy with exam, work and friends. Though my health not in good condition now, I'm still alive and kicking. Let's start from exam, statistics paper was a pain in e' ass. I did my best at struggling till e' end before i reluctantly raised my hand and surrender. Thought e' A4 paper was a talisman but apparently it FAILED. Terribly. Iya anyway I'm prepared for e' worst.

Been eating a lot. MOF with momsie then for e' first GNO, we went steamboat and dessert at Bugis. My prize for all these, 1kg. Didn't regret indulging myself but it does contribute to e' "sian I'm ah bui now" which I'll never fail to say every single day. On top of that, i rewarded myself 500gm of candies from Sticky. Love to bits.

Last night was fun. Avatar with Tuck(x2) and his friends. In another month's time, we'll be friends for 15 freaking years. Cool yea? Oh and he asked me to Boiler next Saturday. I think i should haha..

there ain't no Fairytale.

Trying to calm myself down while recalling what ive typed previously. The long post and photos were gone cz' blogger hanged on me a while ago. Pfftt!

Went to granny lim's birthday celebration. Buffet catering was good, there's choices of dim sum & sushi. Simply love the siew mai, youtiao and of cz' granny's kopi. Upz! Oh! I found my baby photo on granny's wardrobe! Everyone took turn to look for theirs as well. Lol!
Late evening, went visiting at Sgh then to balestier for duper nice fish head steamboat. Gawd still feeing heavy from all that ive ate today.

Last sat I DIY some nail arts and guess what, one of the nail broke just now while I was trying to pick up my phone! Eff lah! Looked so "handicapped" now. Fugly! UGH!

Stats paper's jz round the corner. Didn't revise at all. Am so dead! Should really force myself to attend tmr's last stats lesson even if im gna be held back at wrk. Doubt Friday's leave will do any good... -.-

Randomly, I miss my super long hair! Regret cutting it cz of someone! Will nvr do that ever agn! Awwww... Grow hair please, grow!

Been raining the whole day. Gd weather to sleep. Nights all! (:

And today, im officially missing you..

Almost 3. Just came home from movie. Caught Paranormal Activity, seriously a show to be downloaded online only. Smuggled Starbucks coffee into the theatre maybe that's why i didn't doze off. But the part where the kitchen goes empty, it's freaking funny. Haha!
Spent the whole afternoon in class building castles in the air then pop by OC to meet SiuLing. Actually i've sum up my day with photos.

Wna camwhore but the guy totally ignored me *pouts*

i wonder.. ♥ no more(?)

Adrenaline Failed.

Reached home not long ago. Everything just happened within that split second. Until now i have no idea on what exactly went wrong.

Though it's just a minor accident it caused my back and shoulder to have bad abrasion. Avatar night became a stay-at-home. My back hurts badly, wonder how to sleep later ): On a lighter note, glad that im home safely and i have stats assignment to do. Class tomorrow, guess i'll be in tee and shorts to cover up the wounds.

Wasn't a smooth sailing day at work either. Someone played me off and caused me to be real mad. Scolding vulgarities throughout the second half of the day. Haha! image totally gone but who cares, im pissed ttm.

Have i told you guys that im a super cam-whorer? So here goes my solo.. if you cannot stand looking at my face, please don't bother to scroll down HAHA!

Faking a nerd.

Shall move on to my assignment in a while. If not guess they'll kill me tomorrow.
Alright i am hungry now but reluctant to move. Pain ok. BYE!

Still.Be.Around.

I can be your superhero baby, the one that's gonna save you if you're in danger,
You know who to call, whenever you fall,
I'll be there to catch you, and come to your rescue..

#abuse-replay

Got a little taken aback by bro's comment yesterday before class. He made a valid point that all these jealousy might lead to unwanted endings. Everything should remain positive and happy, irregardless of his final decision. Though still hurt but points taken.

Believed that i can handle myself, and i sure did. There's different perspective to things, for that moment, i chosen the worse. There's more of these in life to come, all i need is just the best solution at the most suitable moment to tide it over. I buried myself in work, too much, almost got BURIED ALIVE but i managed to clear all the important reports and tasks. Not bad leh~ haha. Though from time to time i cannot help but to check twitter and fb.. oh well.

Yesterday's stats class was a disaster. Have never in my life feel so lost that i cannot stop laughing. First there's Z N P X and there's something called T? seriously what's wrong with the person that came out with all these illogical theories and crazy alphanumeric equations. Lame shit! Now we're stuck with the assignment.

Seafood dinner on Monday (or was it Sunday?) happily clearing every piece of chili crayfish, prawns and calamaris on my plate. I regret now. Rash hit me like tsunami, most of the areas covered. Legs, back and worse, my face! Concealer cant even cover the discoloration caused by the rash. The bumps and flakes make my cheeks so uneven, i think if ants were to walk on my face, it will trip and fall. FARK LOH!

Due to this, i didn't wear makeup in the early morning, only apply BB cream and slap on some loose powder when i reach office. Sob Sob.. Depressing as it sounds, i wna hide at home or should i just find a hole and jump in?

Gastric acting up again. Unbearable. Time for 不速之約 heh. Before i end, pic of today. Good night all!

我天真的以为..

我以為我夠堅強, 卻輸得那麼絕望.
少給我一點希望, 希望就不是奢望...

Glad to have someone whom knows and be there to listen. At least for that few hours, i knew that i am not alone. Headed AMK for dinner with bro. We had our fair share of serious conversation as well as taking crap photos when all the shops are closed. Bro, thanks for being there(:

He simply love the plant therefore we're snapping pictures with it. We blend well..

Super candid. Me digging his nose with my twist.

There's so many things running through my mind now. Usually i will feel extremely sleepy to even think about it yet im having insomnia today. Trying to get real busy with twitter, games and even dramas but it just couldn't beat the heartache. To be frank, im not even in the game yet why am i feeling all these unnecessary pain. Holding back my tears. I wanted to let go, but i know i will not do so. Hated this year but im so afraid that everything will halt when it comes to the end. Will he ever know...?

Probabilities

Just reality that I'm facing. Never mine, will never happen. Cried so hard till I lost my voice. Will it ever bring you to me? Guess not, that's what I've realized.

Miss me, anyone? (:

Finally I'm back to clear the web off this blog. Didn't mean to neglect it though.

Caught Real Steel with Jake on Friday night. An awesome movie with nice storyline. Best of all, I received my prezzies from HK!

The HelloKitty case is LOVE!

Other than that shall let photos & captions do the talking..

After OT on a Friday night.

Nephew's 1st month

Boiler with best friends.

SinRakThai with Korkor, da-sao & Jake

Am refraining myself from clubbing till exam's over. Dear friends, for tonight please don't spam me with those tempting texts alright. Aww~ I miss Avatar hur hur.
From iPhone

Past 6months of HTTC days

Felt like it's just yesterday. Urging my phone to ring, in hope to hear the most cheerful voice which bring me tranquil, yet it sounded dreadful now.
Stoning makes me cry. Naturally, it just occur. When will i pick up the courage to prevent this from happening once again. Migraine, the alert for unstoppable tearing. It's starting once again. Never fail to do so every single night.
Fast heartbeat, dizziness, painful chest, feeling nauseous. I know. Symptoms of heartache. I have been terribly ill for weeks now.

I attended Kim darling's funeral with my broken-heart. I miss her.. and the painful lesson, i will always remember.

Semester is starting in a short 2 weeks time. Amanda, channy and peepz are leaving me for BKK. Back to back time-table is the killer. suck it.

I don't need anything except for ice cream and ice coffee now. Crampy days, so what!

After typing so much, i found that i am lost.
so lost.
I just want to hide, that's all..

Critical Moments.

Not inferior, just feeling small. I do need those credits you know. If you're so great why do you take mine and claim yours, then say things to put me down. I cannot voice.

I stood up right after the blow. The cycle continues. Bruised. One month to go. There goes my best. Please, for once, just stop taking what's not yours..